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[18 Sep 2006|10:48pm] |
ok
so get this
i come home today from dropping off niki and my dad and sylvia are sitting down at the table with her kids talking to them.
i walk past them and go to my room
20 mins later my dad comes to my room and wants to talk to my brother and i
so now we go upstairs and sylvia and my dad have a little list of things they would like to talk to us about
things such as:
-how they would like to have the place cleaner
-how it is there place and want us to pick up MORE after ourselves
-oooooo and get this.....since my brother and i are both in our twenties now, they thought it would be a good idea for us to start paying rent (cause apperantly we are not doing anything with our lives)
considering i have two jobs im working
and my brother goes to school and has a job
so somehow we are not doing anything with our lives
anyways, so now they are threatening us with having to pay rent
so im thinking
why pay rent to your family when you can just go out and get your own place?
so as of now im REALLY considering getting my own place
STUPID FUCKERS
so i can't believe they FINALLY got the nerve to ask us to pay rent and move out
but it really fucking sucks......and is totally not fair
i love my brother, dont get me wrong
but he is 4 years older then me, they cut him off from allowence at the age of 21 and cut me off at the age of 17
and now they wanna start charging us both rent
hes 4 years older then me (hes 25 and im 21) and they are charging us rent at the same time
that is not fucking fair at all
fuck them
FUCK THEM
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| STUFF FOR SALE |
[12 Jun 2006|10:42pm] |
ok people
i have a lot of shit to start selling:
whoever needs the following:
-body jewlery (tongue rings, earrings, some nose and eyebrow) NO I DON'T HAVE HUGE GAUGES
-rings
-necklaces
-playboy (clothes and jewlery)
if any of you guys are looking for that stuff
or know of someone who would like to buy some
please let me know
i wanna get rid of it
i will sell it for cheaper obviously
but only half price, nothing less then half price
let me know
thanx :D
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[30 May 2006|07:39pm] |
so people
i can say it
wooohooooo
im actually enjoying the single life
im meeting a shitload of new people at the pubs and such
and its just fucking awesome
plus, i really don't care what people have to say anymore
if they say something to me or whatever, i could care less
its fucking awesome
i've been feeling super good about myself lately
and if you people don't like it
seriously, go die please :D
thats all i have to say
so those of you who are still my friends, i love you to death
those of you who aren't, well you can just fuck off
YAY
thanks those of you who have been there for you :)
<33
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| URGENT POST |
[18 May 2006|11:06am] |
Hey everyone who reads my lj
most of you guys are on my msn list
and last nite between 6:30-10:30 it wasn't me online
my fucking step brother thought it would be a good idea to go onto my msn and read through all my past converstations with people.
then he thought it would be a good idea to start talking to people on my lists and try making me seem like a fucking douche
i came online this morning and people were like "are you ok?"
and i was like "uhhh, yeah, why do you ask?"
and they said that i seemed like i was pissed off or sad or sometihng last nite
but i wasn't even online between those times
because i had to go shopping with my dad to get supplies for the lake
and then i thought it would be a good idea to drive to my moms house to take a shower (because she has a good hair straightener that i need to use) and i wanted to make my hair all nice before i went to the lake for 4 days.
so people, whatever converstations you had with me (him) between those times
can you please tell me what the fuck he said to any of you.
its complete bullshit that he did that and i need to understand what was said exactly because a couple of people on my msn list were mad at me and i have to explain to everyone that it wasn't me.
so either reply to me in a comment on here
or talk to me on msn
im sorry if you thouhgt i was being an asshole and i just wanted to let you all know that it wasn't me......hahaha, well and you should all know me a little better to know that i wouldnt' say stupid shit like that.
well thanx
love lucas
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[14 Mar 2006|07:17pm] |
i know people who read my journal are probably getting sick of me writing stuff like this
BUT I DON'T CARE
its march 14th
AND YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS
OR WAIT..................
you probably don't
haha
well march 14th means its kellys and my 14 month anniversary
i can't believe its been 14 months already
over a year of going out with that beautiful, smart, funny girl
i find it funny how sometimes we get into "i love you more", "no i love you more"
but realy
she doesn't understand
i tell her time and time again
THAT I LOVE HER MORE
YOU HEAR THAT KELLY I LOVE YOU WAY MORE THEN YOU LOVE ME
these past 14 months with you in my life have been amazing
you came into my life last year
and the time we've been together has been a dream come true
sure every once in awhile we don't agree on something
or the other one gets upset sometimes
but everyone knows that comes with the relationship
and we have to learn to deal with it, otherwise relationships will nevre work out
you are such an amazing person
you bring joy to my life
and my heart has seen so much love while you have been in my life
you have given me so much love in the past year and i love you so much for it
you are one of the only people (other then my brother) who i can tell everything to and not have to worry about people thinking im retarded for the stupid shit i've been through
i know your totally there for you me and you always will be and thats totally amazing
you are such a wonderful girl hun
and it makes me soooo happy that we have found each other
i know times are rough right now because your busy and so am i
but we are still making this work and im so glad that we can do that
you mean the world to me and you say the same thing
i just want you to know that i simply adore you
you are my love
and you haev all my love
i love you so much hun
more then anyone can ever imagine
<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Love your PRETTY boyfriend (hah) lucas :)
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[10 Mar 2006|12:22am] |
ok people
im sorry to do this to all of you
i really am
you know im always here for you
here for you to talk to
to spill all of your problems
and you've always known that i've been here for you
i do the best i can to help you out
with any problem that you might have
thats just the kind of person i am
but i can't do it anymore
you guys
i need a break
im happy that you come to me with your problems and all
it makes me feel like you can really trust me
but im breaking down
i can't take this anymore
it seems like everything in my life is falling apart
and i just odn't know what to do
ever since i got back from wales
and my life hasn't been great
so please people
if you have a problem
try talking to someone else
just for a bit
because i honestly need a break
i just can't take it anymore
thank you
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[27 Feb 2006|02:14pm] |
so this was a really fun weekend.
on friday i went and picked up tina and then we drove to arielles place and picked her up as well.
we couldnt' really think of anything to do, so we went and parked at the forks and sat in my car drinking behind a big snow pile. haha
it was funny, those two girls had to pee so much, so they kept going behind stuff and peeing, but they wre pushing each other over while they were trying to pee, haha. good thing i couldn't see them or i would have laughed so hard.
finally i got a phone call from patrick and he told us to come over
so we drove over there and waited for patrick to come downstairs
we got upstairs and davey, brendin and kevin were there....then leigh woke up to come party with us as well.
so we hung out there for a long time, went on another beer run (where i got ID'd, wtf)
so 4 in the morning rolled around and we finally left and i dropped them off and went home since ih ad to be up in like 3 hours, ha.
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[21 Feb 2006|07:41pm] |
you know what i hate???
people who think they are the best and you are nothing
if you wanna know what im talking about, this is the story.....
at work, we had to do another floor move
for those of you who don't know what that is, it means that we have to rearrange the whole store so that it looks different for the customers.
anyways, i've done 4 floor moves since i've started working at spencers
each time, i do the most work
last time, i actually slept at work so i could finish it
but this time i went in on my day off, stayed overtime
and then the next day, i finished it
we have 22 units on each side of the store (not including the middle pieces)
i did 19 units on one side and 20 on the other, then i did 5 middle units
so i did mostly the entire store
and there are 4 other workers there
-bryanne who did HALF a section (because she got her husband, WHO DOESN'T EVEN WORK THERE) to help her.......OH AND NOT TO MENTION SHES OUR FUCKING MANAGER
-kevin who it took him 2 and a half days to complete one section (thats 16 hours people)
-dustin who is new, but got more work down the the rest of them
-adam (who i like) but he did the windows, thats it
so i did the whole store basically myself
THEN TODAY at work, adam told me that bryanne said this to him last nite:
Bryanne: I don't know whats with lucas lately, but hes really beginning to slack and do nothing.
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT THE FUCK?????
i could have sworn that i did the whole store....and also came in on my DAY OFF
you fat piece of shit fucking cow
and its funny, if i don't do anything and im slacking, THEN WHY KEEP ME AROUND, FIRE ME
but she won't....because last week she was like "LUCAS, YOUR NOT QUITTING ARE YOU, BECAUSE I REALLY NEED YOU, YOUR SUCH A GREAT WORKER AND I WILL BE FUCKED IF YOU LEAVE"
is she seriously sniffing something????
stupid bitch
but yeah
im nt that mad
haha
:)
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| a whole year and one extra month :O |
[15 Feb 2006|11:31pm] |
YAY
so yes its late
but i wasn't able to get to a computer last nite
BUT
happy valentines day AND a year and a month kelly hunny
i love you with every bit of my heart..............and then some.
you are the most amazing girl in the world
your a loveable girlfriend and a great person in general
having you in my life for this long has seriously been a blessing
*pssst* someone up there must really like me for giving me you as a gift :D
you came into my life a long tiem ago and you have no idea how greatful i am to have someone like you
you are the best girlfriend anyone can have.
i love you so much
lets keep this relationship and our love for each other ever lasting
even if you are getting great sex from rhett (AND YES PEOPLE ITS AN INSIDE JOKE)
but i do love you........SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
LIKE BEES LIKE HONEY (or wait.....do bees even like honey)? :O
ANYWAYS.........haha
ok so yesterday was the day to surprise kelly for valentines day, i had it all planned out
the plan was to get her flowers and a card and drive to her school to surprise her with them and make her day.
on the way to selkirk, my original plan with sharla fell through due to her being sick
SOOOOOOO i was able to get niki (kellys friend) away from class to talk to me on the phone
so the seocnd plan was in effect
i got to the school and niki brought kelly outside for a smoke......EXCEPT i couldn't see them
so kelly got cold and went back inside
then niki came and got me and we walked into the school..
i had a lot of help, kayla went to go and distract kelly while i would wait there and wait till niki told me it was ok
as i was standing there, the principal came up to me and was like "remove your hat please"
me: give me one second, i just want to surprise someone
(so im looking for nikis signal and he keeps talking to me)
him: whats that around your waist? (looking at my bullet belt)
me: bullets???
him: you know you can get the cops over here and you can get arrested
me: uhhhhhh ok
SO FINALLY niki came and pulled me away from him
they had kelly surround on all sides and i was hiding behind niki walking up to her
i got behind kelly and pulled out the flowers "happy valentines day hunny" is what i said
gave her a big hug and a huge kiss and THEN told her that her principal was kicking me out, haha
as he was watching me leave
him: you know your not allowed to wear those belts in school, yah know
me: yeah well, they let me wear them in my school
him: which school did you go to?
me: sisler high school
him: well that explains it
UHHHH WTF
so then i called kelly and she came out to my car
we got to sit there for like 15 mins
and kiss :D
it was good seeing her again
even if it was only for like 25 mins
i miss her (THATS RIGHT, I MISS YOU SO MUCH HUNNY)
but it was a good day
i totally hope i made her day
kelly face
i love you with all my heart
never forget that
you are the one person that gets me started in the morning
i wake up with a huge smile on my face because i dreamed of you
and then i go to bed with a huge smile on my face because i was just able to talk to you on the phone
so once again
happy valentines day
happy anniversary hun
i loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you
oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxox
*hugs and kisses*
and i really hope to see you soon
love your loving boyfriend
LUCAS :D
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[07 Feb 2006|12:52am] |
all i have to say is:
I WISH I WAS BACK IN WALES WITH KELLY
i miss being able to see her everyday when i wake up
it was so amazing knowing that when i would wake up, i would wake up to kelly being the first person that i saw.
GOD...i love that girl
THATS RIGHT, YOU ALL HEARD ME
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[06 Feb 2006|12:37pm] |
OK GUYS
GOOD NEWS
LIKE REALLY GOOD FUCKING NEWS
i was just talking to mike long
YEAH THATS RIGHT, YOU ALL REMEMBER THAT FUCK HOLE, HAHA
but he is coming back from march 22nd to april 2nd
so get your booze together
lets find a date while hes here
and throw that bastard a huge party
one he won't forget
i know you all miss him as much as i do
so lets show him a good time guys
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| ONE WHOLE YEAR |
[14 Jan 2006|03:04pm] |
wow
does time ever fly
its been a whole year since i asked kelly out
yes we were at a party drinking
and making out in the bathroom (we have a thing with bathrooms)
and then people kept knocking on the door because they had to go pee
but that didn't stop our making out
we just continued and locked the door again when the people were done
its also been a whole year since the truck went in the ditch
with about 7 people in it
and it was freezing outside
but then we got to the party
and it ruled
its been a whole year
we have been through a lot of ups and downs
but kelly is just simply amazing
we have been to a lot of parties
she has come out to my cabin
spending time at folk fest with her ruled
the months upon months of us hanging out
and then finally i got to go home with her for christmas and meet her wonderful family
it has just been too great and i love her so much
i know most of you who read this could care less, but i don't care
i love my girlfriend with all my heart and no matter how many times we argue, i love her so much
its been a whole year (my longest relationship by far)
and its soooo amazing
lets keep it up hunny
to us *drinks some wine*, haha
kelly hunny i love you so much
never EVER forget that
you mean the world to me and just seeing your smile melts my heart
happy anniversary baby
love your amazingly handsome boyfriend..................lucas
haha
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
GOD I LOVE YOU
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[28 Dec 2005|02:27pm] |
so wales has been amazing
i love it so much here
this is the stuff that i bought today already:
cds:
-The Best of Demented Are Go
-X-Ray Spex (the anthology)
-G.B.H (The Punk Singles 1981-84)
-The Weirdos (we got the neutron bomb)
-The Very Best of Vice Squad
-Demented Are Go (Stomping at the klub foot)
-Discharge (Free speech for the dumb)
-Cro-Mags (Age of Quarrel/best wishes)
-Cockney Rejects (The Punk Singles Collection)
-Conflict (Rebellion Sucks)
-The Briefs (Steal yer heart)
-The Vibrators (Guilty & Alaska 127)
-Stiff Little Fingers (Tinderbox)
-The Cramps (Psychedelic Jungle)
-The Adverts (Cast of thousands-the ultimate edition)
-Husker Du (metal circus)
i've just been buying so many cds lately, i love it
i got all these from the oldest record shop in the world (spillers)
they gave me a free mug because i spent so much money, haha
ive been buying a lot of shirts too
well good ones that i can find
shirts:
-The Cramps
-The Damned
-Sid Vicious
-Discharge
-Motorhead
-a read and black striped one
-a black and white striped one
and im still searching
oh yeah
and the guys lewis that we met at his work invited me out to a pub last nite
so i waiteed for him to get off of work and then i met 6 of his friends on the way
we got into the pub and sat down
all of a sudden there were like 20 people around us (all his friends)
so i got to meet a lot new people
i met this one girl frin (she didn't really know anyone either) so we talked for awhile
shes really cool
she reminded me of sarah
so we sat around a little while longer
and then more people came
there were a lot of cool people there
so we all just sat around drinking for hours
it was getting pretty late
so we all left
lewis, frin and myself grabbed a cab to lewis house (where he said we could crash there)
it was a nice place for what he was paying for it, i was amazed
so i crashed on the couch
yeah it was a good nice indeed
all the people over here are sooo cool
lewis kept insisting that i come and live here so i can start a band with him and his guitarist
it was cool
i was like "we'll see" hah
but i had a fucking awesome nite :D
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| quick update |
[21 Dec 2005|01:39pm] |
so i've been in wales for a week now and all i have to say is that its fucking amazing
i never realised how badly i needed to get out of winnipeg until i stepped foot in london
i love that place
its extremely fast paced and the drivers are insane, but the place itself rules
there are so many cool shops and nice building that i would go poor just from taking pictures all the time
i went and saw big ben
bukingham palace
the london eye
went on the 2 storie bus'
and more still to come
one of the best things is no snow, god how i don't miss that at all
we caught a bus to newport and waited for kellys mom to pick us up
got back to her house and met her moms husband ceri (wicked guy) and her sister (once again)
kelly showed me ceris music room and i was amazed, he has bands ranging from A (the adicts) to u (u.k Subs)
you have to see his music collection, i was thinking about writing all of them down, so you could all see, haha, but there are like a million
ha
i've just been staying up all nice watching his movies, listening to his cds, reading his books and staring at his band ticket stubs
i get to stay in his music room and when i open up the blinds, BEAUTIFUL mountains is all you can see behind the house, its amazing
we've gone to cwnbran and cardiff (both cool places)
i've already bought so many shirts
and i have to wait till after christmas to buy cds, but holy shit, when i go back into that cds store, ALL those cds are going to be mine, soooo many good ones that i can't get back in canada
we were walking through cardiff yseterday buying things and it was 50's day
so they had a bunch of really good bands playing in the middle of the street and there were swing dancers dancing on the road, it was amazing
then we went into this store called "blue banana"
we were walking around and a guy who works there came up to us and wa slike "cool jacket mate"
and he told us about a band that he was singer of and that it was their last show tonite, so he told us to drop by for a bit and see them
we decided we might as well, so we went to this place called "the barfly"
and it was a nice place (really nice compared to the places in winnipeg)
and SOME of the people there were cool
his band was really good actually
after he was done playing, he gave me a free cd and told us about a house party at his place afterwards
i love it here
its so amazing already
and everyone is soo nice
i was telling kelly how nice everyone is here compared to winnipeg
because here if soeone bumps into you their like "sorry mate"
where in winnipeg if someone bumps into you they fight you, ha
but i should be off
i will update more in a little while
but like i said
i love it here
:D
and its soo easy to make new friends
wooooo
but don't worry guys, i still miss all of you :)
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| almost there |
[13 Dec 2005|11:22am] |
so the time now
*looks*
11:22
i have to be at the airport by 1 or 1:30
my flight leaves at quarter to 3
so only a couple more hours till im high in the sky (well you know what i mean)
only about 13 hours until i get to london
WOOO
well i will miss all of you guys a lot
but i hoep you all do well while im away
i will be back before you know it
unless i decide to stay out there
you never know
ha
so all you guys have a good month
i wish you all a merry christmas and a happy new year and i will talk to you in 2006 :)
love ya guys
*hugs*
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[10 Dec 2005|02:24am] |
a year has gone by
one full year since i was at kellys 16th birthday party
and now taht one full year has gone by
she is finally 17
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEAUTIFUL PUMPKIN PIE (haha)
i love you so much
and it was awesome being able to see you tonite
i know i can't see you tomorrow since we both work
but i hope you have a great birthday
and on tuesday we will be flying to wales together
i love you soooooooooooooooooooo much
never forget taht
*loves*
but im off to bed
but once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I LOVE YOU
<333333333333333333333333333
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| death comes to early for some |
[09 Dec 2005|04:29pm] |
On monday morning i woke up
everything was fine
i went upstairs to start getting ready for work and i looked over on the table and on the front page it said
"Friends die in car crash"
and i got closer to it and saw that i knew the two of them
one of them more then the other
"Josh Grewal"
you will be miss very much so by all your friends and family
4 years of having you in my life at high school was too little
and then i was talking to my friend today about what happend
and he told me about someone else who died a couple of weeks ago
"Grant Robson"
friend in Jr.High
lost touch with him after we graduated
but i just found out he was walking and he got hit by a semi, didn't make it
i just never thouhgt my friends would die at such young ages
its really hard to handle
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[09 Dec 2005|03:43am] |
so 4 more days until i leave all of you guys for awhile
i know its not that long and all
but yes, you will all be missed a lot
but this is something i have to do
i can't stay in this city anymore
i have to get out of here for awhile and do something that i need to do
be with someone who i love with all my heart
4 more days and counting
wish me the best :)
<3333333333333
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[15 Nov 2005|12:03am] |
so i was just talking to alex from england
i wanted to know what bands were playing out there when im out there
and this is the list:
-Abrasive Wheels
-the Adulescents Uk
-UK Subs
-Barnyard Masturbator
-Stiff Little Finger
-The Beat
-Anti Nowhere League
-Neville Staples
-UK Subs
-Newtown Neurotics
-Gold Blade
-Vice Squad
-999
-Vibrators
-Lurkers
-Resistance 77
-Certified
-G.B.H.
-Conflict
-Varukers
im soooo doing my best to see all of those bands
i wanna see stiff little fingers, anti nowhere league, G.B.H. Conflict and Varukers for sure
holy shit im excited
i hope i can see all of them
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| 10 months, wow |
[14 Nov 2005|08:14pm] |
wow
10 months :O
thats insane
i never ever thought i would have had a relationship that lasted this long
but i was wrong
i was talking to kelly before and she even said she didn't think we would las this long
just because neither of us has had a relationship thats lasted 10 months
but wow
just wow is all i have to say
most people in the world wish to have a relationship this long
but it usually doesn't happen with people
you never think something this great could happen to you
but then it finally does
and i cannot stop smiling at the computer
my rents probably think im retarded
but i can't help it
thinking about kelly just does that to me
every second
minute
hour
day
week
month
year
that go by im just more and more happy with my lovely beautiful kellyface
every relationship has its problems
like
fighting
jealousy
and stuff like that
but thats just part of a relationship
you can't have a relationship without that stuff
thats what makes people's relatiosnhips stronger
if you can make it through all of that stuff
then you know you are meant to be together
i know people have had their doubts about us at the beginning
even we had doubts about how long we would last
but its been 10 months now and i could not be happier
this is the best feeling in the world and a lot of you guys will never know this feeling
but i tell you now........get off your ass's and find that person you are meant to be with
its totally worth it
knowing that someone cares about me as much as her puts me in the best mood ever
now i know a lot of you people could care less about this entry
since its not meant for you
but i don't care
im showing kelly just how much i love her
and since i can't be with her on this wonderful day
i am just writing it all down
kelly hun
i love you
more and more each day
i never want to loose this feeling
and i never want this to end
i love you so much
xoxoxoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxxoxox
love lewkiss
<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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